Tag

Feelings

The word “love” is more often than not, associated with diamond rings, dreamy kisses, and Cupid’s notorious bow shooting around a myriad of fiery arrows. We see it on TV, we read about it in books—when two worlds collide and romantic feelings spring forth—and dub such as what “love” looks like.

I lost a friend today. Those five words in particular aren’t poignant by any means, I’ve lost count of those I’ve lost over the years, but this isn’t my first rodeo. I did not write this for me though. This has nothing to do with me or how I feel, because one less boy walks this earth today, and it was his choice.

The next step in the cycle is always relapse, and it always brings comfort and ends all pain. How do you quit something that seems to make everything better?

Folding a towel four times in a row because he kept using it for his morning routines and not getting annoyed, but smiling every time you do. This is just an example of one of the many repetitive things you willingly…