My heart was so full and you made me believe yours was too. I never questioned any part of us. There was never a doubt in my mind. You never gave me any indication that you weren’t all the way in.
Demeaning messages telling you all the words you didn’t want to hear. Accusing you of things you never did
You want to not know any of these things, but dammit, you know.
You leave, you feel this sense of freedom, you feel happy, you feel like a weight has been lifted off of you. Then he comes back – like clockwork.
But you haven’t texted or called and I know I should be glad. I should keep moving on with my life and telling myself that a boy who constantly makes you doubt what you mean to him isn’t worth your troubles.
I longed to be loved irrevocably, to be someone’s someone, to feel like I wasn’t alone anymore.
Your name will appear in the form of a text. Asking a question this way you get an answer.
It hurts to see you give her what I always wanted from you.
When I think of marriage, I’ve finally come to accept that you and I are not meant to be.
“I didn’t realize for over a year that he was cheating until someone nonchalantly told me and even, then I didn’t value myself enough to walk away for another year.”