I always miss you. I wonder if you also do.
Are you lonely now?
No matter what anyone told me, in my heart I desperately clung on to the possibility that he will come around.
Heartbreak is an inescapable part of life, but we can allow it to be a catalyst instead of a setback.
I wanted to make you feel like I was doing perfectly fine without you. Instead of saying what I really wanted to say.
I’m sorry for all I said when I shouldn’t have, for all I said to late, and for all that I still haven’t said, even after all this time.
I just realized that if someone doesn’t exert some effort, or make himself physically and emotionally available, then why would you hold on?
I miss how he helped me work through my problems like they were his own, without being asked. I miss how he would always put my favorite TV show on instead of his, even when I told him he could have the remote. I miss his goofy sense of humor that meshed so well with my own.
Maybe they weren’t your person, but understand that to them, you were theirs. You hold a place in their heart, a place you didn’t ask for and perhaps not even want. But don’t brush them off.
I don’t need anyone to fix me.