I didn’t have the strength to act like his puppet anymore, but I didn’t have the strength to break up with him either.
She’s smarter to ever run back to you when all you ever did was break her. She’s smarter to ever run back you, the boy who paper shredded her heart. The boy who chose to leave.
Were you so in love that my flaws become inconsequential? Sometimes, I beat myself up at night picking apart all the areas I’m afraid you’d notice aren’t as aesthetically pleasing as they once were.
Don’t fool your heart. Don’t give it anymore false hope or faith. It will only make the wounds grow bigger. It will only make the bruises go deeper. And it will only make the pain more powerful.
You would rather be with him than with any other boy. And you would rather be with him than be single. Even though there are times when he drives you crazy, overall he makes you a happier person. A better person.
He will write a song based off of your failed relationship and then let you know that it is possibly being picked up by Justin Bieber. Oh, how sweet of him to share.
You must stop changing who you are and how you view the world because of one person. And you must let go, in order to heal and find something truly real.
But what I want you to remember most is the moment you turned away. The moment you decided that this wasn’t going to work. The moment you shifted your gaze so you didn’t have to look at me. The moment you saw me crying and said nothing. The moment when everything changed.
You just gave up. You gave up when I needed you the most. You gave up when I loved you the most. You gave me up and you gave ‘us’ up. And for what? I’ll never know.
What response am I hoping to receive?