Wanting to be with you and wanting to get over you comes and goes like the tide, but I never thought I’d be forgetting things about you. It’s a wave that I wasn’t prepared for, and I’m drowning in it.
Let me tell you something, it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done to keep my mouth shut about this.
It’s easy to be affected by this harsh, dark world when you’re like me and don’t have a hard outer shell, but you need to learn to be proud of your soft exterior and how rare it truly is in this day and age.
“Every now and then we experience emotions that defy easy description.”
This is me standing up for sadness.
I want you to know that each time I try to take a step back, it’s not because I want to leave you or I want you to leave me; it’s because you are too beautiful to be inside my mess.
Despite all of this, despite everything and all of the odds against my favor, I know one thing that will always be true: I love you.
You see, there was a point in my life where I thought I cannot live the rest of my life without you but now, I couldn’t even feel a thing every time I hear your name.
I think I’d rather live in the unknown that’s filled with hope because the only thing stronger than fear is hope.
You want to be with someone who can look at you and still tell you that no matter how angry you make them that they still love you.