1. You will think everyone is against you. Nobody is against you.
Veronica is beautiful. She is talented. I first noticed her because she is training to be an opera singer. Her passion for a classic art form is enchanting. She runs half-marathons and introduced me to spinach smoothies.
All of the feels with ~none of the guilt~
I miss you very much, but I’ve missed myself more.
2. Make your bed.
I am a person with apathy. I have lived with apathy my entire life. I struggle daily with the inability to give a shit.
Anxiety feels like acid in your stomach, the kind that doesn’t belong there.
1. Go outside and walk, even if it’s cold. During the winter, you’re inside a lot more than you realize. And while sometimes it can feel cozy and comfortable, you’re going to get cabin fever at some point.
You’re struggling now. You’re terrified now. You feel alone now. You’re telling yourself it will be okay. You’re telling yourself you will get through this. You’re telling yourself you will be stronger when you come out on the other side. But you have a hard time believing it.
How can other people just be happy? How do they act so normally? What is wrong with you?