The “pretty filter” captures a Scorpio woman’s mysterious, often unattainable, vibe.
So don’t tap out when things get rough. I promise you that the rough, is just the beginning – it’s the entry point to the fight of your life. The fight, you must win! Victory WILL set you FREE.
Maybe after more time, I’m sure, things will be brighter. I’ll be able to think about you without breaking down in tears. I’ll be able to play that song, and actually sing along with the words. You’ll be a fond memory, something I can go back to and reminisce upon. But there’ll always be that twinge of sadness, that prickle of longing and hurt, that feeling of something unfinished.
I am learning, quickly, the power of presence, positioning, and being, the power of here. Countless times come to mind of missing out on growth as a result of being too hasty in movement or too sidetracked to be still.
I may not have traveled the world, volunteered in remote countries or even became a vegan but I learnt how to be a person.
“When band kids see other band kids on campus…we just give each other ‘the look’.
Because no one knows.
But we know.”
He comes out from the other room completely naked and gyrating, saying “You got more than you bargained for!”
What if there’s a pretty, graceful girl with a tiny cute nose at his next job that leaves notes on his desk?
As a student, I walk an undefined middle ground between tourist and resident that on one hand allows me to experience things the “Cuban way” but on the other hand, makes me feel like an unwanted imposter.
We failed at love. We failed at saying goodbye. We failed at letting go. And now we fail some more at moving on. We don’t know how to forget. And when we can’t forget, we don’t know how to live like we aren’t ghosts of our past selves.