Ever seen a hundred birds in one tiny cage, beating their wings against the bars, their beaks all over the place, maybe even sinking into flesh, as their heads swivel in frantic panic?
Depression, you don’t scare me. The crying until your eyes are rubbed raw? Been there. The pain so intense inside you feel you may break? Done that. The mid-day loneliness of hours with too many thoughts and too little to do? What’s else is new. I’m no stranger to pain.
14. When lying in bed remembering past embarrassments.
I don’t like to go anywhere on my own. If I’m invited to a party, I want to drive there with a friend, so I don’t have to walk through the door alone. I want someone that I can follow around like a puppy dog, someone that will make me feel a little more comfortable.
You refuse to go to parties where he’ll be because you don’t feel prepared to face him and his new date.
Whaaaaat? She’s 5 minutes away!! WHAT A RUSH.
Psalms 55:22. Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.
If life is going well for too long, then I assume that something bad is bound to happen. That the universe wouldn’t let me be happy for too many weeks without balancing things out.
A good day is when the mere thought of leaving the house doesn’t make my heart race.
She compares herself to people because she doesn’t understand why anyone would choose her. She thinks you deserve the world, and believes she’s not even close to that.