At times, I’ve felt completely devoid of any agency, or a reliable process by which to judge my own decisions and actions. With work being so new and my relationship constantly presenting new, rare challenges – how can I know what’s right?

Got road rage? I know I do. My inner road demon usually flares up when it’s time to leave for work, and when it is time to go home. Unless traffic is perfect (i.e. non-existent), I know that at some point along the way I’m going to want to yell at someone or flip them off.

I turned my back on everyone, walking away with my middle finger in the air and my suitcase at my side. I left, but they followed.