Who knows if he meant what he said when he was drunk, who knows if that sex meant anything, who even knows if he’s talking to someone else?? Maybe you’re not the only girl he’s ‘talking to’ but you can’t ask because once again that makes you look fucking CRAZY.
It’s the shy smile he gives you when he finds you looking at him. He is perfect in his imperfections and a man you wouldn’t ever want to give up on.
It hurts to see you give her what I always wanted from you.
I say “sorry” because I want you to tell me that it is not my fault, that it was never my fault and that it is you, that it has always been you. I’m tired of apologizing for you. And I’m tired of you letting me.
I understand that while you hold me in higher regards than just any other other woman, something inside of you can’t seem to feel the undeniable need to be with me.
Gemini: You hate routine and fear getting too comfortable means the end of love.
Pretend I don’t miss hard alcohol and bad decisions and people who made me chase them.
We say goodbye shortly after we say hello. We say goodbye before we get to know them. We say goodbye before we understand them and we say goodbye without even hearing what they have to say or how they feel.
I always told myself that I would never fall for someone like you.
Sometimes it is hard to admit that we begin to fall victim to fantasies, especially when it comes to relationships.