Now my days with you come to a close, I want to tell you that I’m very pleased to have known you. With you, I have grown.
I know things have been extra hard for you lately. There’s a heaviness that weighs on your chest when you wake up. You feel like Atlas, holding up a sky that you didn’t ask for.
There’s something about this one. Something that seems so right and beautiful. You don’t want to let it go. But you don’t know how to tell him either. Because to tell him would be to go against everything the relationship was founded upon: the mutual understanding that it would end when distance came into play.
Too bad he left his personality behind in Buttfuck County or wherever it is that he came from.
People tend to be pretty self-absorbed, which means that a) you shouldn’t put all your faith in them and b) you don’t have to worry so much about what other people think of you.
I relied so heavily on someone else for my happiness that I forgot how much power I had over my own life. I am my own person, I make my happiness, and I decide if I am going to let people ruin that too.
If you are craving something different in your life, then YOU need to make it happen. Change is extremely difficult, but it can also be life-changing (literally).
“That I’m annoyingly curious. If I didn’t ask so many questions, I wouldn’t be where I am today.”
They don’t worry about what people think. They don’t try to keep up appearances or try to please people. They don’t try to get everyone’s attention. They’re happy with a certain group of friends and they will not do things they are not really feeling to fit in – they know how to stand out regardless.
Your relationship is not a joke and it should not be a source of entertainment for the people in your Friends List, unless you let it.