Lately Pablo has taken to wearing T-shirts that say FAGGOT.
Avis said she wrote Shelli, saying, “Nothing is going on at school except some people are power-crazy and the rest are all jumping in and out of each other’s beds.”
I have fantasies about her rocking me and me sucking at her breasts. She asked me to describe this fantasy further and I couldn’t. “I know it’s hard to talk about,” Mrs. Ehrlich said.
Ronna turned to me and asked, “Do you know how to make a guy come?”
Teresa broke up with Roger on Saturday night, deciding that if he could provoke her into punching him in the nose, their relationship had reached the point of no return.
Mrs. Ehrlich stared at me, and I had to look away, feeling that she was looking straight into my soul: I felt naked and vulnerable.
Felicia spoke with Kevin until 1 AM and told him the whole story – and he was kind enough to say that he would help her go out with Spencer if that was what she wanted. Romantic triangles are crazy, and I should know.
Ronna said she was afraid I was so passionately in love with her that she was going to break my heart, the way she did Ivan’s, by not reciprocating.
Just before they got to Kings Plaza, Ronna felt guilty and Corey got angry – “just the way Ivan did,” she said. (Apparently I get angry in a somewhat different way.)
I’m confused; being bisexual may be the hardest thing. If I was completely gay, I could move into that world – yes, with some difficulty, but I’ve seen other guys do it.