Did you know?
Did you know that you are my first love? Did you know how much I planned to surprise you on your birthday? Did you know how much I cried every night because you’re always ignoring me? Did you know how much I’d give you my all?
Are you aware?
Are you aware that before I sleep, I always talk to God about you? I talk about you as if you are mine and I am yours. Are you aware that before I sleep, I always check your social media accounts to know how have you been for the day? Are you aware that before I sleep, I’m waiting for you to sleep first? Are you aware that I loved every single detail about you?
Seeing your pictures makes me smile and it makes me fall even more. Just once, did you ever notice me? Did you ever see that I have a potential to be your girlfriend and not just a friend?
You ignored the girl who was willing to give the world to you.
I just realized that loving you is something unusual, something different. It is really possible to love someone and enjoy it at the same time even though he has nothing to give in exchange.
I hope you remember all the times you pushed me away. I hope you remember a girl who loved you truly. I hope you remember a girl who has been addicted with your smile.
But thank you. Thank you for ignoring me. Thank you for showing me that you have nothing to offer. Thank you for rejecting me. Thank you for helping me to see my worth as a lady. Thank you for letting me find a man who would love me more than the way I loved you.
Thank you my erstwhile love.