Before You Decide To Love Me

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Before you decide to love me, I want you to know that I am a person who notices everything and gets hurt even with the slightest change in the tone. No, I might not show it, but deep down that hurt does get settled.

Before you decide to love me, please understand that I am not good with showing my emotions. I always show the opposite of what I feel, something I developed after being hurt just a little too much.

Before you decide to love me know that I always tend to push everyone away with time, intentionally or unintentionally. So if I ever push you away please don’t leave, just try a little harder and love me anyway, please?

Before you decide to love me know that I will always love you and I mean always because I never learned how to unlove someone. Please don’t take my actions seriously, specially when I show that you aren’t important to me, because you will always remain the most important person in my life.

Before you decide to love me do remember that I am a person who loves long hugs, deep talks, sitting at the rooftop watching the stars, going on long drives and cuddling.

Before you decide to love me remember that I am a sensitive person, who always end up crying if someone raises a voice on me. I am a moody person too, and when I feel low please don’t leave, just hold me in your arms and let me drown in my sadness. I promise, I’ll be fine in a moment after that.

Before you decide to love me do understand that I love you the most and will always be there with you. No matter how hard you try to push me away, I won’t leave, because my love for you is going to be stronger than anything. I will sit with you when you feel low, handle all your anger and let you have space and despite this, will still choose to love you.

Before you decide to love me know that I might not be anything different than most of the girls you met so far and I won’t even try to be something different so that you love me a little more because then I won’t remain the person you fell in love with.