Love like you don’t give a fuck about what people are going to think. Stop factoring in outside perspectives when it comes to how you feel. Remember your heart belongs to you, and only you, and there’s no way random strangers could ever know what’s best for it.
I’m telling you that you don’t need to do this on your own. You are so strong, but you need someone to keep you together when you’re slowly breaking apart. You’re not supposed to do it on your own.
You are pining after someone who has already left, someone who has stomped on your heart and has left you alone. You are pining after someone who has taken advantage of what you have to give. Who has taken advantage of the love that you offered them.
Don’t look for a man who puts you on a pedestal, and loves only the pretty parts. Look for a man who loves your authenticity, your rawness and realness.
I hope you lose weight, especially the dead weight of a bad habit or that shitty person you’ve let hang around too long. I hope you lose control, lose it so bad that you start to enjoy the feeling of being free and inspired.