I was with one of my exes (on and off) for 4 years and could never love him the way he loved me.
The next few hours were the best kind of hours we have in life: A little soft music playing in the background, a generously full glass of wine to sip on, nothing immediately ahead of you except preparing and arranging your favorite kinds of food.
I accidentally made a porno once.
I was stunned by that first viewing. I saw in quiet awe as the credits rolled. It was transformative. I couldn’t have told you then exactly why.