I want a real lover. Who has real intentions. Who has real values. Who isn’t going to pretend. Who isn’t going to fake it. Who loves me for me and nothing else.
You don’t have to wear a smile on your face everyday. You don’t have to cover up the scars that haunt you everyday. You don’t have to battle this fight by yourself. And you shouldn’t.
Go to sleep with your windows open. I promise you, it’ll be the best sleep of your life.
You’re ok with not being ok. You aren’t ashamed anymore about your anxieties and about your feelings. You talk to someone when you are feeling really down, and know what you need to do to get back up on your feet again.
Sometimes, no matter how big the love is, and how confident the bond is between you two, they will end up hurting you. No matter what you do. And it’s not anyone’s fault. It’s not your fault for loving so hard. It’s not their fault for having a change of heart. It’s just life.
Maybe it’s too much for me to ask. Maybe my expectations are too high. And maybe I should settle, to find a guy sooner, and settle down faster. But I’m not going to do that. I will wait however long it takes. I know I deserve better. And you do too.
This is not a drill! Gilmore Girls is FINALLY coming out on Netflix the day after Thanksgiving this year.
Trust that one day, when you are least expecting it, you’ll meet the right person for you. But in the meantime, wake the f*** up. Smell the summer air. Stop and look at your surroundings. Really live.
You deserve the biggest love in the world. And despite my flaws, I can give that to you. I can give you what you need and what you want. I won’t always do the right things, or say the right words, but I will always know that I love you.
I know you wish you could have a broken neck instead of a broken heart. But, if everyone in the world died from broken hearts, no one would be left to tell their story. No one would be left in the world at all.