All I know is that this time, I have to do what’s best for me. I have to take this route in my life and see where it leads
Thank you for giving us advice and telling us what I deserve when we can’t seem to figure that out ourselves.
I can convince myself that it’s enough. But tomorrow, it won’t be.
And though it would be easy to find someone who is safe and comfortable, it would be easy to date someone who doesn’t scare you, a part of you knows, in the back of your mind, it would eat away at you.
I picture that sometimes we may wonder if we did the right thing by giving us a shot. We might second guess and think, “What if we had just let this go?”
You start to honestly want that place to call your own- the place that you know you can safely come back to and never worry that your time is up there.
Looking back on my life, my friends have been a consistent well of unconditional love for years.
We all go a little crazy when it comes to love and like and everything in between; love is a complicated emotion that we can’t always glide our way through with smirks and one liners.
I mean if I’m honest, I never loved someone as much as I loved you.
I’ve finally started to recognize the value of people who stay, and recognize that I deserve more than just a pop in every now and then.