Next thing you know it’s 3 AM and you are telling her things you never told anyone.
And the truth is as I get to know you more I see more clearly that you aren’t some perfect person I thought you were when we first met.
The truth was the only proof that you existed in my life came in the form of old pictures I hadn’t let go of.
I know you’re tired. And not just physically but emotionally drained because of everything and everything people demand of you.
It hurts me to watch you analyze details and over-think if this means something when the right person wouldn’t even let those thoughts cross your mind.
You won’t notice how much I overthink things because not everything I think comes out of my mouth. You won’t notice how often I overanalyze details.
I want to feel like you want me in your life and it isn’t just me trying for this thing.
If you ask me about overcoming a toxic relationship I use the word love to describe it
I can’t keep hoping you’ll be this person I know I deserve.
The ones who believe in love despite a lot of heartbreak.