What comes naturally is loving people with everything I have, giving my best always.
You have to make your wellbeing a priority. Whether that means breaking up with someone you care about, loving a family member from a distance, letting go of a friend, or removing yourself from a situation that feels painful — you have every right to leave and create a safer space for yourself.
She didn’t fall in love with you because you tried to change her.
She fell in love because you accepted her and made her a better version of herself.
You mess with her head because you can’t decide what’s going on inside your own.
I didn’t want another story that ended with me picking up the pieces. I used to run from love our of fear of falling but I realized what I feared more was this. This empty feeling where tears have completely run out and there’s nothing I can do about it.
It’s a goodbye without a word.
You realized the only thing that changed about her was that realization she didn’t need you.
And maybe you try and deny yourself these feelings but I know you feel something when it comes to her too.
Anxiety makes me feel like an idiot because my mind can never be quiet and silence and peace of mind is something I’ll never achieve in life.
Sometimes you have to let go of what you want to get what you deserve.