Jill Bautista

I keep trying to recall how we got here. I’m trying to connect the dots from the first time we met to the time we found ourselves sitting together late at night, talking about the most random things.

I hope you start trying to do those things you’ve always wanted to try but never had the courage to do so because you think it’ll just throw you off from your game plan.

In 2018, I will no longer find myself constantly saying yes. 

You took me for granted.

I got a lot of things from what we had, good and bad.

I’m a bitch because I’m done being controlled like a little marionette waiting for my puppeteer to grab my strings and start a good show.

You don’t even have to call for a back-up. They’re just there, waiting for you to spill it.

Stop chasing those people you think would make more meaning and colors into this life you think is dull. Stop begging for love, for acceptance, for appreciation.