I’ll Never Stop Loving You

Although we’ve both made mistakes, every part of me still loves you. I wish you understood how I was; I was not in a good place. Losing everyone close to me just like that put me in an awful place in my life. I wasn’t me, and I let all that out on you. I was vulnerable and needy and that pushed you away. But you were my only confidant. I needed your help, my whole life was crumbling down, and you turned your back on me.

But I never stopped loving you.

In the midst of all that, in the back of my mind, I knew I loved you and I knew that you were the only one for me. I do love you. You don’t know how I lay in bed and just replay every single memory of us in my head. How I look at our pictures together before I sleep every night. I don’t know why you left me just like that. I don’t know how you could just walk out on me when you know that I’m basically alone in this world.

But I never stopped loving you.

I wish we could start over, but I don’t know if I could ever fully trust you again. I don’t know if I could ever rely on you again. Please don’t forget about all the pain you caused me, too. But I was stronger then, I put up with all of it. But I guess my burden was too much for you to handle. I was always there for you. I supported you and stood by you all those years. Please don’t forget about me. I don’t know why you did the things you did to me. And I guess I’ll never know. But I miss you so much it literally makes my heart ache.

And I’ll never stop loving you.