Why I Stopped Loving Myself
The feeling isn’t there anymore. I don’t feel my purpose anymore.
The feeling isn’t there anymore. I don’t feel my purpose anymore.
They’ve all stressed that giving your all but not receiving anything back is the worst kind of love.
But it’s not.
I was not born to be anything you asked me to be, wasting my life away under your hand.
I still have to forgive a lot of people; I still have to forgive myself. But the things I already did outweigh those that I have yet to do.
Some days it’s bearable, but most days it gets bad.
I want to tell the world who I am.
I envy the way he acts around you.
This is how you know it’s going to be worth it.
The worst thing is — it will never stop hurting.
They will never teach us that in order to grow, to be happy, to genuinely love, we cannot settle for a familiar love.