But damn if I didn’t fantasize about going home with him, ripping his clothes off and having him fuck me up against a wall.
We’re now in new territory, way past where our usual love-making takes us. We’re in full porn mode, only this is real; her moans are real and her orgasms are real, and her whole body is shaking.
To all the girls madly in love and have ever been dumped – YES, it is your fault that guys like me cheat on girls like you!
So besides all the downsides of being gay, it is extremely liberating to finally be able to be true to myself and let myself love whomever I want to love.
If you are in a relationship where he doesn’t want his recent ex-girlfriend to know about your existence, leave.
My enemy is myself.
I wish you knew that if it were possible, and if it were how it was supposed to be, I would keep you.
Certain songs, movies, places will always be tainted now.
“I sat up also, and our faces were fairly close and he leaned his cheek against mine and I moved his head and kissed him on the lips. My entire body lit up like total electricity when his tongue pushed into my mouth.”
You won’t explain the lessons you learned that night,
How one’s own body can grow unrecognizable in an instant