I Want Her To Go But You Love Her
Meeting her may be the worst thing
And knowing that she means a lot to you doesn’t change anything
I want her out before things go south
I hate hearing her name come out of your mouth
I want her to go back in time and never be your friend
I hate it when she acts like mine when we know it’s all pretend
I want her to vanish and I want to forget that face
Whenever I look at you, of her, there’s a trace
I want her to disappear as fast as she can
I can’t have the feeling of doubting you again
I want her to not be present when I said “yes”
The fact that you asked her to be there made me love our day less
I want her to leave my life so I can live mine
Those flashbacks in my head just hurt me every time
I want her to stop meaning something to you
Is cutting her out of our lives really difficult to do?
Killing her may be what I need to survive
But seeing you miss her will hurt more than seeing her alive.